falling into nothingness
I fill like all is lost
dropped from the ends of life
falling from life
let loose the ends and let me be
for not all is lost
may my wings be mended
as the broken can be fixed
hated by many
loved by few
let loose the ends
that keeps me depressed
let me fall into a dream
with my life not as it seems
cursed to send nightmares out
to all who hurt her
let me loose to seek my vengence
to end my pain foever
Fallen from the sky
With my broken wings
down down down
She falls without stop
Fallen from grace
with her life
She keeps making
The same mistakes
Over and over
She sits and waits
For the day she will
Free herself from desires control
Soon she will
regain her wings
Fly away with blackend feathers
Fly somewhere where she belongs
The night sky called her
To come out of her shell
Till the sun rises she fills
Truely as one with the things she loves
She fills the love and the pain of the world
Feed off the emotions my child
The mother once told her
Feed for you are like me
Feed in the night walk like one of us
She sat in the moonlight
Looking like a doll to others
She wishes people would see
What she is really like
Not the way she looks
She sat alone one night
Wondering aimlessly in the moonlight
Why did she have to be different
why was her emotions running wild
She was in her happy place
The one place she could be herself
The one place she was not judged
This was her freedom if only with herself
Walking into eturnity
With hope of forever
smacked down by the heart
broken by tragity
can it ever be mended she asks herself
Hope brought to her by fate
May be the one thing she needs
To live once again
Killed by the cruel hand
Of her own desires
She fell from the sky
Her golden wings broken
her heart as the same
maybe this may be the hope
To let her fly one last time
before it is too late
before she is lost forever
before her heart will cease to beat
Before the beast takes over
let this be my freedom
she screams in pain as she watches
all others fly own by
broken from her own desire
broken for so long
Could this be the hope
She has looked for
for oh so long
could this be the one thing
to save her from herself
Blade of pain
will this be the last time
last time you hurt me
will this cover up the scares
the past has created
Blade of the depression
will this be the last time we meet
will this be what saves the beat of life
before all is lost
Fallen angels
Dark impules
Heart so cold
In my chest
let me breath one last time
let me love one last time
hold on to hope
let me see your light again
heart of dark desires
please let me be
let me see the true light
let me be for one day
cold heart of the chosen
let go to all reality
all reality of what I am
Cold heart of all things
be at peace
let this be the day
I serve the great
let this be my day
let this be my time
cold heart of depression
let go of your lust
let us see out pray
for what it is
let us hold onto our hope
cold heart of lust
let me be normal for this one time
let me see life as a normal person
let me be as I choose
let me hold onto this our hopeful wish
cold heart of all things
let us ride along
let us be who we are
as we let you be
If only for this the one day
Flight the sky
So dark and lonely
So ist the soul who is left alone
Like a night sky
She hides her beauty
Behide the shade of black
Slow is the moon to come into sight
Slow is the wondering mind
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suicidalangel
18:17 Aug 31 2012
awesome great wording